clueless day

nothing is rite today..every1 is sad because their chinese teacher is going soon..in my heart also they was a sadness not because of the teacher moving bt other reasons tat i could not answer to myself. no one cares feelings...tat i feel no one knows bout it...hw pain am i and disturb..i try my best to show my happy face to thm bt sometimes it don work..why i!!!why!!!i have feelings too...why it don''t stop..i think d god dowan to see me happy...infact i think he is happy when i'm sad...every1 cn gv me advice only bt no 1 cn follow me together...no one can.....