Wednesday, November 26, 2008

'I;m sorry.......

I'm really sorry as what i meant in my last post....i have no other choice to tell my feelings....no one is with me to support or so on...if i hurt anyone,I'm truly sorry.AS I TOLD U LIFE IS UNFAIR!!!!

Passed my "L"

It was kinda funny for me.I'm not shy to tell tat i failed my 1st and passed my 2nd time.i passed with 46 marks so happy about that even it was second attempt.but as what people told me tat it was hard for 2nd time but in fact it was easy for me.when i told them i passed with 46 marks.as a person u should like say congrats and happy for me.in fact i think they are too proud of themselves tat they passed in first attempt.every1 are not the same.i n u have different intelligence.now days i found tat no one is true too me.its your problem if they think that u r great in it.i always share their happiness but no one did to me.well they look down to me like rubbish.As what people says LIFE IS UNFAIR.I found that every1 looks down to me.Y???? i agree that i'm not clever than u what so ever but you are so happy to get even one mark higher than me.so what fren are u??not everything will be prefect for a person.I know if some people read this they will feel angry to me.but i don care,because this is d truth of it even it is bitter.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Madagascar the escape to africa.....and so on...

since I'm at kl,i watched Madagascar 2 at theater.it was very funny movie.special when those animal shake their but..ha ha tat was funny.there was 'moto moto' he was funny too .he was hug any special when he came out of d sorta pool place he was thinking himself as handsome.well d movie blast.these is d only chance of me to watch Indian movies.i when n watched an Indian movie tat newly came out.its a story based on how a father n sons love.at tat point the son fall in love with a gal and follow d path way as his dad.the story was sad and happy.there are only half of the story i told,well lot more more.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

heartbraking time..................

being urself is important...wat happen yesterday was totally wrong....even my dad was nt thr to help me out...tat gal talks bout me n he did nothing...u crushed me heart...u knw hw i feel wen she talks like tat my heart pain n u wuld nt knw d fellings of it....she told tat if i wass her sister she wuld slap me...bt i was nt wrong at alll...all i asked was rite..she told tat i was young bt tat idiot told bout my mom was rite is it???? so i n my mom are lying...v also gt feelings...u see hw is she goin to live wiw all d sins tat she made her...i wuld nt forget...one day she will knw n i will stand n laugh at her....

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

i'm all alone................

no one cares bout me or anything bout me....i'm too sad and there is no shoulder to cry...i just dn knw y every1 hesistates to send me a comment...like i'm nt their fren...n nothing to do wiw thm....y shud i hv tat type of frens....or maybe they are acting in front me or even don care bout me..i just dn knw...things hv change like i'm no more having relationship wiw thm...nevermine if u don like me just tell...i will far away as possible i can....

Monday, November 10, 2008

clueless day

nothing is rite today..every1 is sad because their chinese teacher is going soon..in my heart also they was a sadness not because of the teacher moving bt other reasons tat i could not answer to myself. no one cares feelings...tat i feel no one knows bout it...hw pain am i and disturb..i try my best to show my happy face to thm bt sometimes it don work..why i!!!why!!!i have feelings too...why it don''t stop..i think d god dowan to see me happy...infact i think he is happy when i'm sad...every1 cn gv me advice only bt no 1 cn follow me together...no one can.....

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

happpy holiday.............

after 3 weeks of exam i fell much better,finally its done.......wat a relief.......happy holiday my frens,next week is d last week of schools thn holiday...a lot of things to be done by tat period...need to preparation for spm,talking about it makes me headache dn knw hw am i goin to manage next year......

sudden pain

i hv no idea why i turn so dull n pain,the pain i cn't resist,since its comin bak i'm too scared n worried,i hv no idea whrther this time i cn survive or nt.whenever i think of it i will hv a pain deep dwn my heart.no1 is here to help me,all ppl does is listen n advice bt no one knws d feel of it.i'm preesured for my exam n most of it i'm worried wat will happen in my life very soon.......