i hv no idea why i turn so dull n pain,the pain i cn't resist,since its comin bak i'm too scared n worried,i hv no idea whrther this time i cn survive or nt.whenever i think of it i will hv a pain deep dwn my heart.no1 is here to help me,all ppl does is listen n advice bt no one knws d feel of it.i'm preesured for my exam n most of it i'm worried wat will happen in my life very soon.......